Each and every single day has been packed with activites. If I were to do a weekly update now, it would be an uber long entry. So I shall postpone the updating till some other time.

I've been itching to dance lately. Even more so after I attended recital concert. Haven't been exercising eversince dreams two concert ended. Kinda miss the sapphire days when I got to dance everyday..

Oh well. Training is on this saturday.
Got a strong feeling I'm going to perform badly for the routine.

Shall take up dance classes after the hols!
No time allowed for procrastinating. So far, I've only been to one beginner open class. omg.

13.12.09
o school recital

Thirteen stalks of flowers in total. I felt so blissed and gay carrying them around but sadly they weren't mine. Never tried getting a bouquet of flowers before. Those were for my favourite bboy. (:

He did me so proud. ♥

This year, I didn't have mushi sitting at my side to watch the concert with me. Felt kinda lonely.. But nothing beat having such such a dope bf to scream and cheer for.  He had only an hour of sleep, woke up at seven, rushed to republic poly, rehearsed all the way till concert started, and he still managed to finish his routine smoothly without crashing. Dope dope. He fell asleep soon after we boarded the cab though. Haha.

You've been training so much for the concert.. Sacrificing your sleeping time and studying time, getting floor burns, etc. Finally, the concert's over. Despite the shows you will be doing and the driving lessons that you will have to attend, you can expect an eventful hols coming your way with enough time to break and hopefully lots of time to spend with your mayo! Teehee.

Love you baby. Hope you're having sweet dreams now.

Christmas is celebrated early this year. I was overwhelmed with gifts back at boyfriend's place. Other than the souvenirs from bangkok, which consist of two pair of leggings and a matching tee with mushi's, I received two other christmas gifts.

I swear they are a family of psychics. I was wearing this harajuku tee that day when I received this gift..

Harajuku perfume, with the exact same doll.

I'm positive that they hadn't seen me in that tee before. Just last week, I got raped by mosquitoes at mushi friend's place and had countless of bites all over my body. Guess what? My psychic boyfriend suddenly stood up, walked to the tv console, and from a hidden spot, he dug out a mopiko for me.

I shall trust that he's not lying when he said that he didn't know that a tube of mopiko could be found there.

Anyway, I've to thank mushi's mum for giving me espirit voucher for christmas. Even my dad doesn't get me birthday gift loh.. (He does show his love in other ways.) Just to put my point across, I'm very well pampered by bf's family and I feel kinda paiseh at times.. haha. Can only repay their kindness by treating their son a lot better. (:

Lately, I've been having fun dressing up since there's no school! (: I never liked to paint my nails when I had the priviledge to do so. All thanks to ssm, I now learn to appreciate my messy hair and my finger nails which are currently long and golden.

I'll blog about my life when I have the time to. Enjoy these two weeks of hols, men and women!

Before I go to bed,
I've got something to share..

I was tidying up my shelves when I found this earlier today(or rather yesterday) in the afternoon, which kinda explains this awesome mood I'm currently having.

I teared after reading the card. lol.
My mind was suddenly flooded with sweet memories which we collected last year.

Frankly speaking, I do miss the way you would call my name in that gentle tone. You were so shy back then.. I still remember when we first met up after mid-sem last year (to watch four christmases at tamp mall I think), we were still very much quiet and awkward. You just kept smiling when I finally reached the cinema. Haha. And when I asked you why, you just smiled at me.

The relationship was so innocent.

At times when we quarrel, I tend to forget why I've always wanted to be with you so much and how strong our relationship could get.. I've finally accepted and understood that quarrels are actually essential. Sorry for all the times that I have hurt you. You don't deserve them at all.

"What didn't pull us apart, made us stronger." We have successfully proven this statement, haven't we?

I really love you a lot.
Like really a lot.. Please believe me when I say so ok?

Goodnight mushi,
I believe I will have sweet dreams tonight.

I have always wanted to have a brother who is able to

-help me with schoolwork,
-piggyback me to the clinic whenever I have asthma attacks,
-protect me from all the neighbourhood gangsters,
-buy me snacks and gummies,
-play basketball with me,
-lend me his tees and hoodies to wear,
-console me after I get scoldings from my dad,
-take me out for dinner.

I think I'm damn greedy. Even though he no longer does any those ever since the day I left primary school, he still fixes my com. I used to see my brother as a hero. lol. We went through so much together when we were young; when times were bad. If there was one person who I couldn't live without, it was him.

( and yes, i do have an elder brother. tyvm. )

Things change when we get older. I'm no longer that little girl who would always run to her brother.
This is the new male protagonist in my life..

Hahaha.
HE IS DAMN CUTE RIGHT? I love him so much..
I hope he doesn't kill me for posting this video up.  

I think I'm damn mean. But I seriously find it quite amusing, the way he gets irritated in the vid. So funny. Haha. Not to worry, I'm not one screw loose, really didn't mean to annoy him on purpose. And what's done can't be undone. Heh. ^-^''

you will be my motivation to study hard. ♥
miss you much.

Two more days to liberty.